LaSt PaYpEr...LaSt PayPer... (•͡.̮ •͡ )

hai...hai...jam skrng kul 5:29am...hu3...tk tdo lg nih coz bru abis wt note for final exam...last payper la katekn...lps tu tk sbr nye nk balik....but currently im at bilik tirah...my frenz...dye tpon sruh tmnkn dye...hehehehe...katenye dye dngr ade org ktuk pintu bilik dye...jeng...jeng....jeng...(suspen kn...)...so now kt bilik dye la....mate ngntuk tp tahan la...nk tnggu subuh then bru tdo...hihihihi....aq pon tk tau np aq update blog ni mlm ni...hahaha... :')
k lah ...out dlu ye....*hugs&kiss*......

tWeEt...tWeEt... ♬ ♬

haiiiii u ollss...lau nk jmpe kite...tWeEt2 la ye....he3...k bye...*hugs&kiss*

iNgAtAn BeRsAmA...... ツ

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EpY NeWLy WeDs ☺ ☺

hai...hai...im back...huhhh one week cuti kt kg n bz ngn preparation for wedding my kazen...pe yg aq leh katekn wedding dye even tk mewah n grand but ckup meaningful utk kmi stu fmily...coz dgn wedding ni sume fmily kmi dpt gathering sme2...yg jauh...yg dkt...sume dtg....even yg aq tk knl pon ade....ttbe my mum pnggil n ckp ' knl tk ni spe?'...me (dlm hati)...'gulp..spe plak ni...ndak prnh ku lihat"...hahahaha....nk wt cm ne dh lme tk jmpe....suasna wedding kt kg mmng tiada tolak bndingnye...dr hr sblom knduri (org pnggil 'rewang' but bear in mind k...bkn 'sewang'...'sewang'tu tarian org non-bumis...) hehehehe...meriah sgt...feel nk kndri kwen tu ade la...tk mcm kt bndr..sumenye gne katering...meaningless.... :')
aq ngn my dearest kazen la org yg pling bz...(sje mmbz kn dri....tp bkn bz body k...hahahaha)...boleh d katekn stiap jam kmi akn kluar g bndr...ade je brng yg nk kne bli...time tu la leh cuci2 mate...jap2 my aunt akan pnggil kmi n sruh g kdai...bli tu la...bli ni la....phewww pnt seyy...tp epy...sblh mlm plak bz nk fill up doorgift utk guest...guess wat??? kmi kne isikn doorgift utk 1200 org guest...owh kbs nye kaki duk brsila jgn nk kate la....tp enjoy...mlm tu gak karaoke box yg di sewa smpai...n ape lg...melalak la kmi mlm tu...puas hati...bia la org nk kate piching ke laut ke...off key ke..ade aq kesahhh...korrangg ade??? hehehehe...
pg esk nye dh hr knduri...my aunt kjut gler pnye pg...dye srh kmi settlekn bnde ape ntah kt bwh khmh VIP tu...so kmi dgn mamainye trun g tgk kt khemh tu...rpe-rpenye kmi kne ssun krusi n gls (goblet nme gls tu) n arrnge ikot protokol....uihhhhh i hate protocol....lps abis sume to...ttbe my uncle pnggil...dye sruh aq wt signboard utk prking kete guest...aq pon wt la..n ingt smpai situ je...ade lg...kne g pacak lak kt kwsn lapang dpn umah dye...dgn tk mndi lg...makeup pon blom (make up ker???...hehehe) aq ngn my kazen pon g la...dh mcm laki aq rse...dgn tukul n papan tnda tu nk di pacak kn..sikit nk timbul otot kt lengan...hahaha

lps mndi n brsiap...kul 12 guest mle dtg...kul 2 cm tu la...pngntin brsnding...meriah sgt...nk tgk gmbrny tk???ttbe trminat kt sorng mamat ni...KAPTEN gk....melting ble tgk snyumn dye....hahahaha [ mnggatai jap... :) ]....nah tgk al gmbr2 ni...nk out dh ni....nk stdy...lg 2 paper u olls my olls  nk abis exam...hihihihi...*hugs n kiss*

kEsAyAnGaN kU... ❤ ❤

Kazen2 yg paling rapat...syg korang...

my family...luv them 4eva

haaaa ni la mereka2 yg sering aq rindu ble kt kmpus...hr2 trpikir nk balik...nk jmpe dyeorng....miss them much!!!

k la....let me introduce them....yg 1st pic tu my aunt n family...family dyeorng la pling rapat ngn family aq...susah senang kami slalu brsame...pendek kata mmng rapat la...lau time rye fmily lain tk balik pon tk pe...lau fmily aunt aq ni tk balik....kompom tk meriah la rye kmi....he3..actually fmily aunt aq ni tk ckup sorang  ahli mesyuarat tingkap (juz joking...serius balik) tk ckup fmily mmber sb my lil' kazen dh mniggal due to accidnt.....btol la kate org malang tk berbau...n maut tk knl usia...bru umur 9thn dye dh di panggil utk bertemu penciptaNya...ALFATIHAH utk my lil' kazen....kmi merinduimu....sob...sob...sob..... :'(

yg 2nd pic plak of coz la my family...sume ckup...he3....dyeorng la kekuatan aq...ma n abh slalu tpon tnye keadaan aq kt kmpus...fav quest. lau dyeorng tpon tnye keadaan aq is "duit ade lg tk'....he3...mula la time tu aq malu2 nk bg tau yg aq tgh pokai....dyeorg ckup memahami...especially my mum..dye akan ckp "lau tk de duit jgn sgn2 nk bg tau...kang kne catu plak mkn..awk tu dh la mkn bnyk"...(haaa kntoi sudaaa!!!!) thnx mum...ckup memahami ank mu....adik aq yg ke-2 is awesome! ngn dyelah aq gaduh n ngn dye gak lah aq share everything...my mum. me n my sis were da best gossiper in da world!....lau kmi duk lpak2 ade je la gosip yg nk d ceritakan...miss da moment la....tk sbr nk balik...!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k la weyy...nk wt past year pnye soklan ni....esk 7/6 exam spanish n guest wat??? mlm tu plak aq dh nk blik qelate coz ade wedding my kazen..dngr2 nye team THE RED WARRIOR nk dtg....yihaaaaa!!!!!! leh jmpe ngn apex...later2 aq update cite knduri n gmbr2 time knduri ek....*hugs n kiss*

tAciNg JaP :'(

aiii lme rsenye tk update blog ni...bnyk suka duka yg nk d luahkan....spnjng tahun 2012 ni boleh dikatekan bnyk yg duka dr suka...aq pon tk tau np...mybe ni ujian dr DIA buat hambanya....sabar tu separuh dr iman...itu yg jd kekuatan aq during dis time.... 
ape yg suka n ape yg duka tk usah la aq cite scr  terang-terangan kt sini...some story i can share but dis story let me keep it as secret.....ape2 pon life must go on...lucky i hv people who really care bout me...they're my strength....mmm~~~
rse-rsenye dh ckup kot posting aq utk kali ni...need to do revision la...skrng ni tgh final exam...nnti kite corat coret lg okeyyyy......bye....*hugs n kiss*

JaP jE sToP bY kt My LuVLy bLog Ni :')

soryyy sgt lme tk update..lps ni sye aktif blik ye..bteri lptop dh out ni...k byeee!!!!!!!!!! hugs n kiss!!! 

LoVe StOrY ◕‿◕

bila cinta endapkan semua harapan

jalan terjal dan mematikan pasti ku tempuh juga

bila cinta seribu tahun akan ku tunggu

walau tubuh tertimbun bukit tanganku menggapaimu

love story let’s make a history

sejarah cinta kita menguasai bumi

mengalahkan semua yang paling terindah

love story let’s make a history

biarpun seribu bencana meremukkan tubuh kita

namun cinta kita tetap akan utuh

love story

bila cinta (bila cinta) seribu tahun akan ku tunggu

walau tubuh tertimbun bukit tanganku menggapaimu (menggapaimu)

meremukkan tubuh kita namun cinta kita tetap akan utuh

love story, love story, love story

pEnDaM ❤ ❤

Aku yang mengejar bayang cinta

Kian terbiar

Terpendam kata

Tak terungkap selamanya

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa

Mahu memilikinya

Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya

Sungguh aku tak bisa

Biarlah ku sendiri

Tanpa kasih di hati

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi

Cinta yang menyakiti

Biarlah aku pergi

Tiada hampa di hati

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa

Mahu memilikinya

Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya

Sungguh aku tak bisa

Biarlah ku sendiri

Tanpa kasih di hati

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi

Cinta yang menyakiti

Biarlah aku pergi

Tiada hampa di hati

Aku yang mengejar bayang cinta

QuOtE vAriAtiOns ❤ ❤ ❤

❝Live with no excuses and love with no regrets❞

sUkA dUkA eXaM sEmS 3 ☹ ☹ ☹

haii sume...entry yg lps sye ade jnji nk share cite bout exam week kn...how i go through da 'nighmare' n survive from dat...waahhhh sttmnt cm go through smething yg scary...but im sure sume akn ckp exam adalah smething yg scary...btol tk...????k la..now i will strt my story mory...sye rse lbih baik wat dlm bntuk ala2 tentatif program gitu coz easy nk bce n in order...hihihihi....so enjoy la ye...tp INGAT! mne cite yg baik jd kn la tauladan n yg negatif tu tolak tepi k....(waahhh cm motivator plak....!!!)
a week b4 exam ( exam strt 31 Dec 2011 )
♂ spnjng seminggu tu smpai la cti hr natal ( we are not allowed to say n celeb8 CHRISTMAS k...want to noe why???GOOGLE search k..coz im not going to story mory bout christmas...)...hihihi...iklan jp...k continue....mse ni kmi i mean mmbe2 coursemate la kn sibuk wt shortnote topic2 yg akn kuar exam..kmi bahagi2kn part masing2 n then kmi gather sume note n photostate....so tk de la bnyk sgt keje kmi nk wt kn...after siap sume note mule la sesi mmbce a.k.a mnghafal segala isi2 pnting n fakta2 yg ptot kmi ingat as a diplomat-to-be ( waahhh insyaallah moge2 tercpai la kn)....first paper was PROCESS WRITING n surprisingly sye tk bce n jauh skali nk tgk pe tjuk2 yg kuar utk exam tu...coz in my mind set "alaa BI je pon...juz wt esei...." k fine...tp nsib baik my mum call n slalu tnye cm ne exam...dh ready ke tak...so trbke la ckit hati nk bce bku tu..tu pon mlm sblm exam...n pg sblom g exam pon smpt la tgk2 ckit...memorize balik care2 nk wt esei...tgk ckit2 note yg lect. bg....(jgn ikot tau...tak elok...he3 ~.~)....utk week tu sje sye ade 2 pper pnting which is hr SABTU (31 DEC 2011) n AHAD (1 JAN 2012)..utk hr AHAD yg jtuh pd thun bru sye ade 2 pper bertindih u noe...pg n mlm...stresss yg tramat sgt...rse nk nanges pon ade...dh ar pper tu kire cm killer pper gk la...INTERNATIONAL RELATION (IR) n MALAYSIAN FOREIGN POLICY (MFP)...damn!! really make me sucks! tp yg peliknye mse sminggu tu sye tk bce pon note IR..im juz put my 200% focus on MFP...i dun noe why??? note IR hnye bce sblom msuk dwn exam...n b4 g exam..mean dlm bus..terok kn...???? 
31 DEC 2011 (my first pper PROCESS WRITING)
♂ hr ni my first pper...cm bese la...dh make sure sume yg wajib bawa dh ade...n ready nk msuk dwn exam...ble dh dpt arahan dr pngws exam sruh chck pper tu...dgn excited nye sye bke kerts sokln tu..alhamdulillah soklannye ok2 je..since prnh wt in class prctice..so ok la..alaa...BI makanan harian pe.....waahhhh!!!! (jgn bongkak k...nsihat to myself...he3...)ble dh siap sume soklan yg wajib jwb..so pe tnggu lg..kuar ar dwn..rushing balik hostel dgn niat nk revised topik utk esk lak...dlm otak giat brlegar2 n berputar2 note MFP yg dh hafal dr first week cuti...but frankly speaking note IR lngsung tk de dlm otak...even ckit....byng2 pon tk de...huissshhhh! pe nk jd  la kan....rata2 my collegue lau tnye akn ckp dyeorg focus more on MFP coz lect dh bg tjuk2 yg sjibik akn kuar exam....but IR no!!! juz bg main topic n need to read all...plus plak ngn lect yg asalnye purely dr INDIA n ckp in ENGLISH...haraaammm nk faham..im so so so so sorry PROF PATIT...kisahnye hr first exam..jomm usya hr kedua n seterusnye lak...yiiihhhhaaaa !!!
1 JANUARI 2012 ( MFP & IR )
♂ pagi tu dgn smgt nye bgOn ready nk g KOLEJ TREADWIND coz kt student resident hall tu la my second dwn exam...dgn smngt nye sye jwb exam tu...smooth je....sume yg bce n hafal dpt d luahkan kt atas answer script tu..hopefully ok la rsultnye...balik exam kul 12 tgh hr...cm bese rushing bck to my hostel...nk study..mlm tu plak ade exam IR..alaaa exam yg lnsung notenye tk di bce oleh ku...waaaaa!!!!!....blik tu kmi sume a.k.a my coursemate a.k.a my bff tirah, fiza n aini dtg blik aq....wt revision sme2...msing2 mnghafal note IR...Aq tgk mmbe aq yg lain ade la hfl ckit2 n aq...clueless!...at dat time gak la sye hafal note tu...nsib baik ingt...thnk GOD! coz after jwb MFP tu my mind zero...rse ringn cm dh last pper lak....hu3...n mlm exam tu...n lps tgk sokln tu...huruf 'R' around my head...u noe wt 'R" mean...????RESIT da pper!!!! coz da question was really2 not wat im read n memorize b4...damn! so bnyk la mse yg trluang mse nk jwb exam tu..rse2nye my prof will sengih smpai ke telinge bce my answer...not really a U studnt answer coz i noe im not supposed to give da answer like dat...but wat cn i do..???terrible! kul 11pm blik hostel n esknye nk g umah my aunt coz atfer struggling with three ppers i got  a long holiday b4 da next exam...so plan nk g umah my aunt kt Alor Staq...weeehhhhuuuuu!!!!! 
2-6 JANUARI 2012 ( at my aunt house)
✎ dis whole week im stay at my aunt house...feel like im going back to my own house...cm bese la ble blik umah kn..leh qada tgk cite kt tv...hari2 sye tgk tv n online since ade wireless free...cite time ni tk bes sgt...cm bese2 je...bgun tdo mkn tgk tv...tu je rutin harian...wawawawawa !! tp bear in mind k...bkn sje2 goyang kaki kt umah tu..ade wt shortnote gak k..almaklum la lps blik dr holiday my exam directly till last day of exam n no gap at all...huisshhh !
8 JANUARI 2012 ( POLITICAL THEORY )
✎ exam ni ok2 jek...atleast note dye sye bce k..tp tk ingat..cm ne tu...???? tp ade la clue2 ckit nk jwb soklan tu...hu3...utk exam ni tk de la cite yg bes sgt..except for sye yg trpkse msuk 2 3 kali toilet coz skit perot....bad bad bad experience....☹
10 JANUARI 2012 ( POLITICAL STRUCTURE )
✎ exam ni ok sikit...coz leh jwb in BM...so ade la ayt nk mnggoreng jwpn tu..FYI pper ni cm pper PENGAJIAN AM pper 1 STPM...cite sal PM...YDPA...kabinet2 mnteri...n so on...so dgn suke ria nye sye 'mnggoreng' jwpn utk exam ni....hehehehe...blik dr exam ni...sesi mng'packing' brang2 dlm bilik...coz esk dh last exam..n brang2 sume nk kne msukkn dlm bilik tirah a.k.a my jiran a.k.a stor ( for temporary je)...wawawawa!! sorry beb! dung dang dung dang siap pcking....so ready nk bce note diplomacy lak....utk diplomacy cite dye besss sgt...coz mndera my fizikal n mental...huhuhuhu....
11 JANUARI 2012 ( DIPLOMACY )
♀ mlm sblom tarikh ni....sye n my bff staybck till kul 5 am..kmi siapkn note utk bce n esknye yakni pd tarikh ni exam strt kul 2:30 pm.....mmng keje giler la kmi wt mlm tu....mlm tu gk kmi lepak kt bilik fiza n wt sume note..smpai my mmbe tirah tertido...hu3....tpt kul 5 am sume note siap n kmi balik blik msing2...nsib baik blik kmi stu level..lau tk mau sume tdo kt bilik tu...hu3..blik bilik plak...sye bce note smpai subuh...n then dh rse cm tk larat sgt so sye tidooo la...set alarm bgun kul 10 am coz nk smbung bce note tp trbabas smpai kul 10:30 am tu pon nsib baik tirah ketuk pintu bilik nk mntk gula ckit...lau tk mau tk bgun...huhuhu.... kul 2:30 pm exam strt...alhamdulillah i can answer da question but not very bes from me la...so so je...kul 4:30 pm lebih kurang sye n da geng kuar dwn n at dat time rse ringan n lps sume bebanan..coz we already MERDEKA!!!!! so mlm tu kmi celeb8 n mkn western food kt my dpp..kmi mkn chcken chop....walllahhhh! n after dat lepak bilik fiza...layan 2 movie...syoookkk sgt...esknye sume dh nk blik umah msing2...huhuhuhu!! korang msti tertnye2 np kmi slalu lepak bilik fiza kn...???sb bilik fiza bes..ade bnyk mknn n fiza lak ade je cite or movie2 yg bru dye dwnload lau blik cuti lme2 kt umah...n dye pnye rumate FARAH pon otaknye giler2...sme ngn kmi..so kmi enjoy g bilik dyeorg...tu je la sbb nye...hehehe...

12 JANUARI 2012 ( last day at bumi SINTOK )
♀ utk sems ni...hr ni adalah hr last sye kt cni...so lps say goodbye to tirah...sye dpt news dat si fiza tk balik hr ni coz dye trtinggal bus..supposed dye blik kul 8 am td tp entah mne silapnye dye tertinggal bus...so tpkse la blik esok nye....sye plak...???msti la excited coz hr ni nk blik umah..bgon je tdo tros pi mndi n trun beli lunch..lps mkn pi pejabt anta kunci n blik bilik utk make sure sume barang dh msuk dlm stor....lps tu call kete sapu utk anta my frenz n I g CANGLUN (tmpt nak naik bus)...ingat pk cik kete sapu yg dtg...skali abng ncem la....excited gler..my frenz aini la  untung coz dye duk dpn a.k.a sblh driver yg ncem tu...huhuhu...rugi ! lps dh byr tmbng rm10 kt abng ncem tu..kmi pon duk la melanguk tnggu bus...mu bus spatotnye kul 6:30 pm tp munculnye kul 8:30 pm....watdehel kn...??huhuhu...sib baik ade mmbe tnngu skali...lau tk mau nanges sorang2 kt bus stnd to...hi3...so bus pon smpai n my journey to TEMERLOH begin....kul 5 am 13 JANUARI sye smpai di temerloh...my mum n my dad jmput...so mule dr tarikh tu sye ade kt umah la ni...tgh bersenang  lenang ngn family....weeeee!!!!!!!!!
k lah dh pnjng sgt celoteh sye ni...kite stop dlu...so tu la sikit sebnyk cite sal suka duka exam sems ni...n esk 20 JANUARI sye nk blik kg ngn my sis...kmi wt ala2 backpcking travel gitu coz kmi akan balik kg berdua n naik kereta api....hahahaha...bes tk program kmi...??msti la syok...n mse kt kg nnti my kazensss dh plan cm2 xtvt utk kmi spnt time together2...weeeee bess tuuuu!!!!!! tk sabar nak balik.....!!!!!!!!!! *hugs*
p/s : nntikan gmbr2 holiday kmi ye..pe yg kmi wt spnjng holiday kt kg...ok! tungggguuuuuu !!!! ◕ ‿-｡

dEtiK 4:15 am ^__^v

jeng...jeng..jeng...waaah entry cm suspen je...bkn pe sje je nk drama..drama..drama pepagi bute ni...see my new DP..cun tak...????hehehe perasan nk jd princess la ni....ooooppppsss lpe mse sye update blog ni...sye still lg dlm mood exam...esk nye ade exam tp smpt lg update blog....huhuhu...actually bkn sje2 sye upload gmbr yg tk brape nk cun tu...tp nk share smething...sye dh ade hobi bru...yakni..mngedit gmbr kt PIZAP.com...ni sume gara2 mmbe sye ATHIRAH yg suggest kn wbsite ni..daahhhh addicted....tp syokkk ooo!!!! mcm2 leh kite wt i mean in term of edit pic la...try la...u will enjoy it...rsenye stkat ni dlu...nnti lps 12hb Januari sye akn update lg blog ni...ade bnyk cite yg nak share ngn korang2 sume...pahit manis exam sems ni...n mcm2 la...lau entry yg slps ni trpnjng n trbyk cite nye cm karangan Form  6....maap la ye...sb mmng bnyk sgt cite yg trpndm n nk d luahkan....k la....really2 ngntuk dh ni....nitezZZzzzZZZ or maybe mOwninkkk !!!!
p/s : jgn trpengaruh ngn time post ni d publish tau..sb time dye tk btol...time yg btol ialah tjuk entry tu...see ya *hugs*